After this time

Warning: Bad English.

So, it has been 2 years, and I haven't posted anything on this blog. I feel guilty. Such a waste. I made this blog when I was in high school or maybe third year of junior high. With stupid mind and foolish dream. And my new google mail, I felt like I want to conquer the world, duh. I wanted to fill this blog with so many awesome things, even I don't what it was, at the time. I wanted the world to know who am I, what's on my mind. An introvert desire.
Too bad, I was quick to bore and not really like to share my dark thoughts.
Shoot, I don't know what to post on this, I was so confused and lazy. My laptop collapsed, I dislike writing on my phone, so I stop writing for awhile.
I want to start a new, but too bad, google didn't have erased account button, or there is?
Huft. That's it for now.
Ciao..

-Redd

Peterpan - Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi | Song & Liric by Ariel

Awal ku melihat
Kuyakin ini bukanlah yang biasa
Mengagumkan, melemahkan aku melihat tatap matanya

Garis tawanya, waktu berhenti
Apabila ku memandangnya
Mengagumkan aku melihat tatap matanya

Khayalan ini setinggi-tingginya
Seindah-indahnya, tempatku memikirkannya

Bila kudapat kusimpan wajahnya
Memegang indahnya, berpura memilikinya

Yang kunanti, saat memegang tangannya
Sampai nanti, tetap memegang tangannya

Peterpan - Ada Apa Denganmu | Song & Liric by Ariel

Sudah maafkan aku, segala salahku
Dan bila kau tetap bisu, ungkapkan salahmu
Dan aku sifatku, dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku, dan aku rinduku

Sudah, lupakan semua
Segala berubah
Dan kita terlupakan, kita terluka
Dan aku sifatku, dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku, dan aku rinduku

Kutanya malam, dapatkah kau lihatnya
Perbedaan yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu

Oh... Hanya malam dapat meleburkan
Segala rasa yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu ???

Avenged Sevenfold - A Little Peace of Heaven

Before the story begins, is it such a sin?

For me to take what’s mine until the end of time?

We were more than friends before the story ends

And I will take what’s mine, create what God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long

I was weak with fear that something would go wrong

Before the possibilities come true I took all possibility from you

Almost laughed myself to tears, (Kyahahahahaha)

Conjuring her deepest fears (Come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times

I can’t believe it

Ripped her heart out right before her eyes

Eyes over easy,

Eat it,

Eat it,

Eat it!

She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping

Now she’s just so perfect, I’ve never been quite so fucking deep in

It goes on and on and on,

I can keep you looking young and preserved forever

With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

‘Cause I really always knew that my little crime

Would be cold that’s why I got a heater for your thighs

And I know, I know it’s not your time

But bye, bye

And a word to the wise when the fire dies

 You think it’s over but it’s just begun

Baby don’t cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part

‘Cause everybody’s gotta die sometime

We fell apart, let’s make a new start

‘Cause everybody’s gotta die sometime, but baby don’t cry

The possibilities I’d never considered

Are occuring the likes of which I’d never heard

Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the graves

To repossess a body with which I’d missbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear

Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times

I can’t believe it

Ripped his heart out right before his eyes

Eyes over easy,

Eat it,

Eat it,

Eat it!

Now that’s done, I realize the error of my ways

I must venture back to apologize

From somewhere far beyond the grave

 I gotta make up for what I’ve done

‘Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven

While you burned in hell, no peace forever

‘Cause I really always knew that my little crime

Would be cold that’s why I got a heater for your thighs

And I know, I know it’s not your time

But bye, bye

And a word to the wise when the fire dies

You think it’s over but it’s just begun

But baby don’t cry

You had my heart at least for the most part

‘Cause everybody gotta die sometime

We fell apart, let’s make a new start

‘Cause everybody gotta die sometime, but baby don’t cry

I will suffer for so long

                       (What will you do, not long enough)

To make it up to you

                                 (I pray to God that you do)

I’ll do whatever you want me to do

                                                       (Well then I’ll grand you a chance)

And if it’s not enough

       (If it’s not enough, if it’s not enough)

If it’s not enough

                          (Not enough)

Try again

                 (Try again)

And again

                 (And again)

Over and over again

       (And over again)

We’re coming back, coming back

We’ll live forever, live forever

Let’s have a wedding, have a wedding

Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man death for the rest of your unnatural life?

                                                                                                 (Yes, I do)

Do you take this woman death for the rest of your unnatural life?

                                                                                                      (Yes, I do)

‘Cause I really always knew that my little crime

Would be cold that’s why I got a heater for your thighs

And I know, I know it’s not your time

But bye, bye

And a word to the wise when the fire dies

 You think it’s over but it’s just begun

Baby don’t cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part

‘Cause everybody’s gotta die sometime

We fell apart, let’s make a new start

‘Cause everybody’s gotta die sometime, but baby don’t cry

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend

No way, no way, I think you need a new one

Hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you, I know that you like me

No way, no way, you know it's not a secret

Hey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine, I want you mine, you're so delicious

I think about you all the time, you're so addictive

Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright?

Alright, alright, alright

Don't pretend, I think you know I'm precious

And so yeah, I'm a hey, hey princess

I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right

I'm right, I'm right, I'm right

She's like so whatever

You could do so much better

I think we should get together now

And that's what everybody?s talking about

Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend

No way, no way, I think you need a new one

Hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you, I know that you like me

No way, no way, you know it?s not a secret

Hey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me

And even when you look away I know you think of me

I know you talk about me all the time again and again

And again and again and again

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear

[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/avril-lavigne-lyrics/girlfriend-lyrics.html .]

Better yet, make your girlfriend disappear

I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again

And again and again and again

?Cause she's like so whatever

And she could do so much better

I think we should get together now

And that's what everybody's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend

No way, no way, I think you need a new one

Hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you, I know that you like me

No way, no way, you know it's not a secret

Hey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriend

Oh, in a second you'll be wrapped around my finger

Woo, 'cause I can, ?cause I can do it better

There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in?

Hey, she's so stupid, just what were you thinking?

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger

'Cause I can, ?cause I can do it better

There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in?

She's so stupid, just what were you thinking?

Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend

No way, no way, I think you need a new one

Hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend

No way, no way

Hey, hey, I know that you like me

No way, no way, you know it's not a secret

Hey, hey, I want to be your girlfriend

No way, no way, no way, no way

http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/avril-lavigne-lyrics/girlfriend-lyrics.html

Sangkuriang in english

Guys, you know Tangkubann mount on Bandung. There's a legend about that Mount. We call it, The Legend of Sangkuriang. I present this story in english language so enjoy...

Long time ago in West Java, lived a beautiful girl named Dayang Sumbi. She was also smart and clever. Her beauty and intelligence made a prince from the heavenly kingdom of Kahyangan desire her as his wife. The prince asked permission from his father to marry Dayang Sumbi. People from Kahyangan could never live side by side with humans, but his father approved on one condition, when they had a child, the prince would transform into a dog. The prince accepted the condition.

They get married and lived happily in the woods until Dayang Sumbi gave birth to a baby boy. The prince then changed into a dog named Tumang. Their son is named Sangkuriang. He was very smart and handsome like his father. Everyday, he hunted animals and looked for fruits to eat. One day, when he was hunting, Sangkuriang accidentally killed Tumang. His arrow missed the deer he was targeting and hit Tumang instead. He went home and tells her mother about the dog. “What?” Dayang Sumbi was appalled. Driven by sadness and anger, she grabbed a weaving tool and hit Sangkuriang’s head with it. Dayang Sumbi was so sad; she didn’t pay any attention to Sangkuriang and started to cry.

Sangkuriang feel sad and also confused. How can his mother love a dog more than him? Sangkuriang then decided to go away from their home and went on a journey. In the morning, Dayang Sumbi finally stopped crying. She started to feel better, so she went to find Sangkuriang. But her son was no where to be found. She looked everywhere but still couldn’t find him. Finally, she went home with nothing. She was exhausted. She fell asleep, and in her dream, she meets her husband. “Dayang Sumbi, don’t be sad. Go look for my body in the woods and get the heart. Soak it with water, and use the water to bathe, and you will look young forever,” said the prince in her dream. After bathing with the water used to soak the dog’s heart, Dayang Sumbi looked more beautiful and even younger.

And time passed by. Sangkuriang on his journey stopped at a village and met and fell in love with a beautiful girl.He didn’t realize that the village was his homeland and the beautiful girl was his own mother, Dayang Sumbi. Their love grew naturally and he asked the girl to marry him. One day, Sangkuriang was going on a hunt. He asked Dayang Sumbi to fix the turban on his head. Dayang Sumbi was startled when she saw a scar on his head at the same place where she, years ago, hit Sangkuriang on the head.

After the young man left, Dayang Sumbi prayed for guidance. After praying, she became convinced that the young man was indeed her missing son. She realized that she had to do something to prevent Sangkuriang from marrying her. But she did not wish to disappoint him by cancelling the wedding. So, although she agreed to marry Sangkuriang, she would do so only on the condition that he provides her with a lake and built a beautiful boat, all in one night.

Sangkuriang accepted this condition without a doubt. He had spent his youth studying magical arts. After the sun went down, Sangkuriang went to the hill. Then he called a group of genie to build a dam around Citarum River. Then, he commands the genies to cut down trees and build a boat. A few moments before dawn, Sangkuriang and his genie servants almost finished the boat.

Dayang Sumbi, who had been spying on him, realised that Sangkuriang would fulfill the condition she had set. Dayang Sumbi immediately woke all the women in the village and asked them to wave a long red scarf. All the women in the village were waving red scarf, making it look as if dawn was breaking. Deceived by false dawn, the cock crowed and farmers rose for the new day.

Sangkuriang’s genie servants immediately dropped their work and ran for cover from the sun, which they feared. Sangkuriang grew furious. With all his anger, he kicked the unfinished boat. The boat flew and landed on a valley. The boat then became a mountain, called Mount Tangkuban Perahu (Tangkuban means upturned or upside down, and Perahu means boat). With his power, he destroyed the dam. The water drained from the lake becoming a wide plain and nowadays became a city called Bandung (from the word Bendung, which means Dam).

Hembusan Angin

Keberadaanku di dunia ini…

Bagaikan angin yang berhembus…

Semua dapat merasakanku,

Ketikaku mempunyai kekuatan cukup.

                                  Ketikaku lemah,

                                  Semua tak peduli.

Semua yang kulakukan tiada arti,

Semua ketenangan,

Semua kesejukan,

Semua belaian,

Dapat terlupakan.

                                  Ketikaku melebihkan kekuatan,

                                  Agar aku terlihat,

                                  Aku dibenci.

                                  Kekuatanku, menghancurkan.

Aku tercaci,

Aku termaki,

Aku disalahkan.

                                  Tidak dapat dirasakan,

                                  Keinginan untuk dihargai,

                                  Untuk diingat,

Tapi aku,

Akan terus berhembus.

Walau tak dipedulikan,

Walau takkan diingat.

                                  Aku akan menjadi penyejuk,

                                  Menjadi pereda,

                                  Menjadi penenang.

                                  Dalam diam,

                                  Dan kebisuan.