Sabtu, 12 November 2016

Tes Szondi

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Tes Szondi.

Sebagaimana nama dari tes ini, pembuatnya adalah seorang Yahudi Hungaria bernama Leopold Szondi (March 11, 1893 – January 24, 1986). Pertama kali diformulasikan pada tahun 1935, namun secara resmi diterbitkan dan interprestasikan pada tahun 1947. Leopold Szondi bukanlah seorang psikiater maupun psikoanalis. Dia adalah seorang ahli penyakit dalam, spesifiknya kelenjar endokrin. Inspirasi orisinil untuk penyelidikan-penyelidikan yang berhubungan dengan silsilah yang ia lakukan adalah seorang novelis bernama Fyodor Dostoevsky. Dostoevsky merupakan penderita penyakit epilepsi yang mempunyai penderita epilepsi dan pembunuh dalam pohon keluarganya. Karyanya pun tak jauh dari lingkaran epilepsi, pembunuh dan pendeta. Berbeda dari Sigmund Freud yang tidak ingin mempelajari atau membuat analisis sistematis mengenai dorongan manusia, Szondi membuat 4 dorongan berdasarkan wawasannya dan pengetahuan psikiatrik dan psikoanalisa pada masanya.
Pada 1944, Szondi menerbitkan “Fate Analysis” (Schicksalsanalyse). Di dalam buku ini, dia memperkenalkan gen terpendam. Seperti yang kita ketahui, gen dari kedua orang tua kita bertemu dan membentuk kita. Misalkan, seseorang dengan ayah pendiam dan ibu tempramental memiliki kepribadian pendiam, disini gen pendiam adalah gen dominan dan gen tempramental adalah gen terpendam. Tetapi, bukan berarti gen terpendam tidak memiliki pengaruh. Szondi menempatkannya pada alam bawah sadar yang ia sebut sebagai Familial Unconscious. Szondi menyimpulkan bahwa gen terpendam ini menentukan pilihan kita terhadap teman, kekasih, bentuk dari penyakit, pekerjaan, minat, olahraga, hobi dan bahkan bentuk dari kematian di beberapa kasus.
Pada 1947, Szondi menerbitkan “Experimental Drive Diagnostic” (Experimentelle Triebdiagnostik). Karena sulit dan membutuhkan waktu yang lama untuk menelusuri pohon keluarga, Szondi membuat Tes Szondi sebagai cara cepat melihat pilihan-pilihan yang diproyeksikan dari Familial Unconscious yang bekerja dalam kehidupan seseorang. Buku ini memberikan penafsiran untuk Tes Szondi. Dasar silsilah dalam hasil kerja Szondi tidak dapat diterima oleh para ahli di bidang itu. Bahkan hari ini, beberapa pengguna dari tes, ide dan teorinya menolak bagian silsilah dari hasil kerjanya. Ada juga yang menerimanya. Banyak akademisi dan profesional yang menjauh di psikoanalis dan psikiatrik menjauh dari hasil kerja Szondi karena perselisihan atas hasil kerjanya dan kesahihannya.
Tes Szondi merupakan jenis tes proyeksi. Tes ini biasanya digunakan untuk orang dewasa. Tujuan dari tes Szondi untuk mengeksplorasi dorongan terpendam yang paling dalam pada seseorang di dalam alam bawah sadar familial untuk menggambarkan kepribadian sebagai fungsi dinamis keseluruhan. Tes ini dinamis karena dorongan kebutuhan dari seseorang secara konstan terus berubah.  Tes ini berisi delapan gambar yang masing-masing merepresentasikan dari kebutuhan-kebutuhan dan tingkat ketegangannya. Gambar-gambar yang ada di dalam tes ini merupakan wajah dari penderita gangguan mental yang berhubungan dengan delapan dorongan kebutuhan dalam seseorang. Kebutuhan-kebutuhan ini bertindak sebagai faktor pendorong dalam diri seseorang untuk melakukan tindakan tertentu atau menghindari benda atau orang tertentu. Kedelapan kebutuhan itu melambangkan keadaan ekstrim dari hermaprodit (atau biseksual) yang secara umum dicap sebagai homoseksual(h), sadis(s), epilepsi(e), histeria(hy), katatonik(k) (gangguan psikomotor ekstrim), paranoid(p), depresi(d) dan mania (m) sesuai dengan delapan kebutuhan pada orang yang mengambil tes. Semakin banyak jumlah gambar yang melambangkan suatu kebutuhan dipilih, yang disukai maupun yang tidak disukai, semakin besar tingkat ketegangan kebutuhan ini dalam diri seseorang.
Di sisi lain, kurangnya pilihan pada beberapa faktor tertentu berarti bahwa kebutuhan yang sesuai tidak berada dalam keadaan tegang. Hal ini bisa jadi benar, karena dari kelemahan konstitusional dari dorongan kebutuhan atau karena kebutuhan dapat dipenuhi di beberapa aktivitas yang memadai. Ini adalah reaksi ‘terbuka’. Terdapat sedikitnya penolakan untuk sebuah kebutuhan dipenuhi. Karena itulah simptom-simptom yang telah diperhatikan dan perilaku yang terwujud bisa diartikan pada dasar dari reaksi terbuka atau kucam. Namun, kualitas dari perilaku tersebut dapat menjadi psikotik, neurotik, anti-sosial atau normal. Seorang sadis dapat memenuhi kebutuhan agresi-nya dengan benar-benar menyakiti orang lain, dimana, seorang ahli bedah menggunakan dorongan kebutuhan agresi yang sama untuk membantu orang lain.
Penyebab pokok dalam Psiko-dinamik dari perilaku seseorang yang dapat diamati-ditunjukkan oleh respon terbuka-ditunjukkan oleh faktor-faktor termuat yang ditandai oleh pilihan suka dan tidak suka. Hal ini sama seperti kasus gen terpendam dan dominan, pilihan ditentukan oleh yang gen terpendam-tersembunyi- dan gen dominan disini merupakan respon terbuka, menentukan perilaku yang terwujud. Tentu saja, ego mempunyai bagian dalam pilihan tersebut.
Sebuah respon positif pada gambar-gambar yang melambangkan faktor atau kebutuhan tertentu menunjukkan sebuah identifikasi secara sadar atau pun tidak sadar dengan dorongan ter-motivasi sebagaimana dilukiskan oleh gambar-gambar dari kebutuhan tertentu.
Sebuah respon negatif mengindikasikan keberadaan dari identifikasi-berlawanan dengan proses-proses psikologis dari gambar-gambar yang merangsang. Ini tidak mengacu pada penekanan ketika mengutip sebuah respon negatif karena hal ini dapat merupakan pilihan secara sadar, dan penekanan hanya bekerja secara tidak sadar.
Sebuah reaksi yang bertentangan berati kedua identifikasi-berlawanan dan identifikasi hadir. Terdapat tindakan pengendalian diri pada situasi tidak menentu ini tentang cara pengeluaran tegangan dalam aktivitas nyata. Sehingga, ini merupakan simptom internal yang subjektif seperti yang dapat dilihat, sebagai contoh, pada penderita kompulsif dan murung. Simptom objektif diwakili oleh reaksi terbuka.
Aspek mendasar dari hasil final pada akhir dari Lembar Perhitungan adalah bagian depan dan bagian belakang ego. Bagian depan ego adalah profil pertama yang didapat dari Lembar Perhitungan, sebagai contoh: h- s+ e- hy+ k+/- p0 d+ m-. Namun, di belakang nasib ego yang dapat terjadi ini ada ego lainnya: bagian belakang ego, yang berlawanan dengan bagian depan ego: h+ s- e+ hy- k0 p+/- d- m+.
Pada penggunaannya, pengambil tes disuruh memilih dua gambar yang paling dia sukai, mungkin saja terjadi bahwa pengambil tes tidak dapat memilih gambar yang paling ia sukai saat pengambilan tes dan mengatakan bahwa semua gambar membuat mereka merasa jijik. Jika terjadi kasus ini, maka pengambil tes harusnya memilih gambar yang mereka pikir tidak terlalu menjijikkan. Ketika memilih di antara gambar yang berbeda, pengambil tes haruslah tidak berpikir terlalu panjang. Pengambil tes harus memilih tanpa berpikir atau dengan kata lain secara tidak sadar.
Namun perlu kita ingat bahwa hasil dari tes ini bukan berarti kita memiliki gangguan mental, karena tes ini dirancang untuk membuat asumsi tentang kemungkinan dorongan kebutuhan terpendam dari tiap tipe kepribadian dengan acuan teori psikoanalisa.

Referensi bacaan:
E-book
Szondi Test and Its Interpretation: 2012 By Arthur C. Johnston, PhD
Catatan:
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Terima kasih dan semoga tulisan ini dapat membantu ^.^

-- 
Ryukirin Reddholicc 

Senin, 19 September 2016

After this time

Warning: Bad English.

So, it has been 2 years, and I haven't posted anything on this blog. I feel guilty. Such a waste. I made this blog when I was in high school or maybe third year of junior high. With stupid mind and foolish dream. And my new google mail, I felt like I want to conquer the world, duh. I wanted to fill this blog with so many awesome things, even I don't what it was, at the time. I wanted the world to know who am I, what's on my mind. An introvert desire.
Too bad, I was quick to bore and not really like to share my dark thoughts.
Shoot, I don't know what to post on this, I was so confused and lazy. My laptop collapsed, I dislike writing on my phone, so I stop writing for awhile.
I want to start a new, but too bad, google didn't have erased account button, or there is?
Huft. That's it for now.
Ciao..

-Redd

Rabu, 14 Mei 2014

Peterpan - Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi | Song & Liric by Ariel

Awal ku melihat
Kuyakin ini bukanlah yang biasa
Mengagumkan, melemahkan aku melihat tatap matanya

Garis tawanya, waktu berhenti
Apabila ku memandangnya
Mengagumkan aku melihat tatap matanya

Khayalan ini setinggi-tingginya
Seindah-indahnya, tempatku memikirkannya

Bila kudapat kusimpan wajahnya
Memegang indahnya, berpura memilikinya

Yang kunanti, saat memegang tangannya
Sampai nanti, tetap memegang tangannya

Peterpan - Ada Apa Denganmu | Song & Liric by Ariel

Sudah maafkan aku, segala salahku
Dan bila kau tetap bisu, ungkapkan salahmu
Dan aku sifatku, dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku, dan aku rinduku

Sudah, lupakan semua
Segala berubah
Dan kita terlupakan, kita terluka
Dan aku sifatku, dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku, dan aku rinduku

Kutanya malam, dapatkah kau lihatnya
Perbedaan yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu

Oh... Hanya malam dapat meleburkan
Segala rasa yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu ???

Avenged Sevenfold - A Little Peace of Heaven



Before the story begins, is it such a sin?
For me to take what’s mine until the end of time?
We were more than friends before the story ends
And I will take what’s mine, create what God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long
I was weak with fear that something would go wrong
Before the possibilities come true I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears, (Kyahahahahaha)
Conjuring her deepest fears (Come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times
I can’t believe it
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes
Eyes over easy,
Eat it,
Eat it,
Eat it!

She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping
Now she’s just so perfect, I’ve never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on and on and on,
I can keep you looking young and preserved forever
With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

‘Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that’s why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it’s not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
 You think it’s over but it’s just begun
Baby don’t cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
‘Cause everybody’s gotta die sometime
We fell apart, let’s make a new start
‘Cause everybody’s gotta die sometime, but baby don’t cry

The possibilities I’d never considered
Are occuring the likes of which I’d never heard
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the graves
To repossess a body with which I’d missbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can’t believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy,
Eat it,
Eat it,
Eat it!

Now that’s done, I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize
From somewhere far beyond the grave
 I gotta make up for what I’ve done

‘Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burned in hell, no peace forever
‘Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that’s why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it’s not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it’s over but it’s just begun
But baby don’t cry

You had my heart at least for the most part
‘Cause everybody gotta die sometime
We fell apart, let’s make a new start
‘Cause everybody gotta die sometime, but baby don’t cry

I will suffer for so long
                       (What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
                                 (I pray to God that you do)
I’ll do whatever you want me to do
                                                       (Well then I’ll grand you a chance)
And if it’s not enough
       (If it’s not enough, if it’s not enough)
If it’s not enough
                          (Not enough)
Try again
                 (Try again)
And again
                 (And again)
Over and over again
       (And over again)

We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have a wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man death for the rest of your unnatural life?
                                                                                                 (Yes, I do)
Do you take this woman death for the rest of your unnatural life?
                                                                                                      (Yes, I do)
‘Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that’s why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it’s not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
 You think it’s over but it’s just begun
Baby don’t cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
‘Cause everybody’s gotta die sometime
We fell apart, let’s make a new start
‘Cause everybody’s gotta die sometime, but baby don’t cry

Jumat, 24 Mei 2013

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend


Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way, I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you, I know that you like me
No way, no way, you know it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine, I want you mine, you're so delicious
I think about you all the time, you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright?
Alright, alright, alright

Don't pretend, I think you know I'm precious
And so yeah, I'm a hey, hey princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right
I'm right, I'm right, I'm right

She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everybody?s talking about

Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way, I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you, I know that you like me
No way, no way, you know it?s not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
And again and again and again

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/avril-lavigne-lyrics/girlfriend-lyrics.html .]
Better yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again
And again and again and again

?Cause she's like so whatever
And she could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everybody's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way, I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you, I know that you like me
No way, no way, you know it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriend

Oh, in a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Woo, 'cause I can, ?cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in?
Hey, she's so stupid, just what were you thinking?

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, ?cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in?
She's so stupid, just what were you thinking?

Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way, I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend
No way, no way

Hey, hey, I know that you like me
No way, no way, you know it's not a secret
Hey, hey, I want to be your girlfriend
No way, no way, no way, no way

http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/avril-lavigne-lyrics/girlfriend-lyrics.html

Sangkuriang in english


Guys, you know Tangkubann mount on Bandung. There's a legend about that Mount. We call it, The Legend of Sangkuriang. I present this story in english language so enjoy...

Long time ago in West Java, lived a beautiful girl named Dayang Sumbi. She was also smart and clever. Her beauty and intelligence made a prince from the heavenly kingdom of Kahyangan desire her as his wife. The prince asked permission from his father to marry Dayang Sumbi. People from Kahyangan could never live side by side with humans, but his father approved on one condition, when they had a child, the prince would transform into a dog. The prince accepted the condition.
They get married and lived happily in the woods until Dayang Sumbi gave birth to a baby boy. The prince then changed into a dog named Tumang. Their son is named Sangkuriang. He was very smart and handsome like his father. Everyday, he hunted animals and looked for fruits to eat. One day, when he was hunting, Sangkuriang accidentally killed Tumang. His arrow missed the deer he was targeting and hit Tumang instead. He went home and tells her mother about the dog. “What?” Dayang Sumbi was appalled. Driven by sadness and anger, she grabbed a weaving tool and hit Sangkuriang’s head with it. Dayang Sumbi was so sad; she didn’t pay any attention to Sangkuriang and started to cry.
Sangkuriang feel sad and also confused. How can his mother love a dog more than him? Sangkuriang then decided to go away from their home and went on a journey. In the morning, Dayang Sumbi finally stopped crying. She started to feel better, so she went to find Sangkuriang. But her son was no where to be found. She looked everywhere but still couldn’t find him. Finally, she went home with nothing. She was exhausted. She fell asleep, and in her dream, she meets her husband. “Dayang Sumbi, don’t be sad. Go look for my body in the woods and get the heart. Soak it with water, and use the water to bathe, and you will look young forever,” said the prince in her dream. After bathing with the water used to soak the dog’s heart, Dayang Sumbi looked more beautiful and even younger.
And time passed by. Sangkuriang on his journey stopped at a village and met and fell in love with a beautiful girl.He didn’t realize that the village was his homeland and the beautiful girl was his own mother, Dayang Sumbi. Their love grew naturally and he asked the girl to marry him. One day, Sangkuriang was going on a hunt. He asked Dayang Sumbi to fix the turban on his head. Dayang Sumbi was startled when she saw a scar on his head at the same place where she, years ago, hit Sangkuriang on the head.
After the young man left, Dayang Sumbi prayed for guidance. After praying, she became convinced that the young man was indeed her missing son. She realized that she had to do something to prevent Sangkuriang from marrying her. But she did not wish to disappoint him by cancelling the wedding. So, although she agreed to marry Sangkuriang, she would do so only on the condition that he provides her with a lake and built a beautiful boat, all in one night.
Sangkuriang accepted this condition without a doubt. He had spent his youth studying magical arts. After the sun went down, Sangkuriang went to the hill. Then he called a group of genie to build a dam around Citarum River. Then, he commands the genies to cut down trees and build a boat. A few moments before dawn, Sangkuriang and his genie servants almost finished the boat.
Dayang Sumbi, who had been spying on him, realised that Sangkuriang would fulfill the condition she had set. Dayang Sumbi immediately woke all the women in the village and asked them to wave a long red scarf. All the women in the village were waving red scarf, making it look as if dawn was breaking. Deceived by false dawn, the cock crowed and farmers rose for the new day.
Sangkuriang’s genie servants immediately dropped their work and ran for cover from the sun, which they feared. Sangkuriang grew furious. With all his anger, he kicked the unfinished boat. The boat flew and landed on a valley. The boat then became a mountain, called Mount Tangkuban Perahu (Tangkuban means upturned or upside down, and Perahu means boat). With his power, he destroyed the dam. The water drained from the lake becoming a wide plain and nowadays became a city called Bandung (from the word Bendung, which means Dam).